Destination beyond

2007-11-18T13:31:00.000+08:00

Episode 25 - The T3 fantasy.

Just kinda woke up. cos wasn't able to slp last night. onli managed to dose off around 4.30am? LOL! crap. anw. ytd was out with Twins. Gina. Liangzi. Serena. Grace and Tracy celebrating our so called belated b'dae. was like slping during most of the train rides.

Afternoon - partyworld.
Evening - Chong pang bbq.
Night - T3.

okie. straight to the point. T3 is like Whooaaa. B-E-A-UTIFUL. seriously man! damn big spacious. and the design have realli brought out singapore's clean and green's name! for now. let the pictures do the talking!

oh yeah. i dun mind working in T3 when the shops are open man! alrite. i'm off to wash my dad's car! bye!

Signing off.
Alex

2007-11-14T19:59:00.000+08:00

Episode 24 - Freedom's here

Tues
had last paper. it was a breeze i must say. had a lan session all the way till 2330pm. nth much actually.

Wed
went for a job application at popular. saw familar faces working there alrdy. homed. and dota-ed. finding myself becoming a no-lifer. i need a life. give it to me. just over bored. talk to me in msn, a call or some smses. if anyone cares. thx

changed my blog song to Melee - build to last

I've looked for love in stranger places,
but never found someone like you.
Someone whose smile makes me feel I've been holding back,
and now there's nothing I can't do.

'Cause this is real, and this is good.
It warms the inside just like it should,
but most of all it's built to last.

All of our friends saw from the start.
So why didn't we believe it too?
Whoa yeah, now look where you are.
You're in my heart now.
And there's no escaping it for you.

'Cause this is real, and this is good.
It warms the inside just like it should,
but most of all it's built to last.

Walking on the hills that night with those fireworks and candlelight
You and I were made to get love right

'Cause this is real, and this is good.
It warms the inside just like it should,
but most of all it's built to last.

'Cause you are the sun in my universe,
considered the best when we've felt the worst
and most of all it's built to last.

signing off,
alex

2007-11-11T01:00:00.000+08:00

Episode 23 - Hero / Heroine.

just came backed from a 11hr of lan. yeah. totally shacked. and i suppose before i slp. gonna post this song i came by while hearing 987fm. no other than my title. Hero/Heroine by boys like girls. gonna mug for my last and final paper alrdy. and i'm still jobless. need a job asap! intro me pls! i promise to be dilligent and hardworking! xD alrite. tat's all for today. nites heros / heroines.

It's too late baby, there's no turning around
I've got my hands in my pocket and my head in a cloud
This is how I do
When I think about you
I never thought that you could break me apart
I keep a sinister smile and a hold of my heart
You want to get inside
Then you need to get in line
But not this time

Cause you caught me off guard
Now I'm running and screaming

I feel like a hero and you are my heroine

I won't try to philosophize
I'll just take a deep breath and I'll look in your eyes
This is how I feel
And its so so real
I got a closet filled up to the brim
With the ghosts of my past and the skeletons
And I don't know why
You'd even try
But I won't lie

You caught me off guard
Now I'm running and screaming

I feel like a hero and you are my heroine
Do you know that your love is the sweetest sin?

And I feel a weakness coming on
Never felt so good to be so wrong
Had my heart on lockdown
And then you turned me around
I'm feeling like a new born child
Every time I get a chance to see you smile
It's not complicated
I was so jaded

And you caught me off guard
Now I'm running and screaming

I feel like a hero and you are my heroine
Do you know that your love is the sweetest sin?

(I feel like a hero and you are my heroine)
And I feel a weakness coming on
Never felt so good to be so wrong
Had my heart on lockdown
And then you turned me around
(Do you know that your love is the sweetest sin?)
I'm feeling like a new born child
Every time I get a chance to see you smile
It's not complicated
I was so jaded

(I feel like a hero and you are my heroine)
And I feel a weakness coming on
Never felt so good to be so wrong
Had my heart on lockdown
And then you turned me around
(Do you know that your love is the sweetest sin?)
I'm feeling like a new born child
Every time I get a chance to see you smile
It's not complicated
I was so jaded

Signing off,
Alex

2007-11-06T23:59:00.000+08:00

Episode 22 - 0.5 liberation

First and foremost. gotta wish these peeps happy b'dae. well. happy b'dae to JINGZHOU MINGFENG and CHERYL. what coincidence to have 3 peeps with the same b'dae.

anw. had this last second paper. which was like sciences paper 1. did finish it before hand. but was kinda keep checking through. questions were rather tricky i must say. had breakfast cum lunch with weetiong, ivan, joey, twins, clements, syrazi, azam, yazeed and hasri. let's see. many things happened in that short 1.5 hour. LOL! first. yazeed kicked the ball into the field which was like closed. resulting in jz climbing in. and syrazi dying. secondly. ivan got slammed by the ball straight in the face. LOL! last but not least. joey slipped while running. and slided clements. it was hilarous la.

went home after tat. had a fever. was like worst than drunk. yet i'm like dota-ing. -.-! met gina in maple around 3-4pm. then played a lil. but it's like chatting like more than training. oh yeah. thx ah gina! accompany me to twins b'dae thing. :) had seoul garden instead of steamboat. resulting in me getting broke. lol. saw the girls and guys which were celebrating for cheryl. sry. was alrdy involved with the twins. went to find ivan at KFC. slacked and then here i am. homed.

but still. there's poa paper one next week. enjoy alil for now! er! i need a job! anyone have got a lobang? xD

Signing off,

alex-

2007-11-04T16:56:00.000+08:00

Episode 21 - Day of defeat 5/11

Tml's is the day of defeat. well. obvious hope not. kinda onli studied 2 chapters. out of all the 11 topics. and that suck. overnight-ed last night with twins, joey, ivan and fitri. kinda studied social studies at the mac near sch. and joey broke my high score for bubble breaker. anw. talked alot man. onli went home at around 6+am.

Even though i slpt at 6+am in the morning. crap. i woke up at 10+am my mum was kinda packing the stuffs in the room. and yeah. spend the whole day with DOTA and SS. and i suck at it either way. oh yeah. a few days before. on fri! watched "I Now Pronounce You Chuck And Larry" M18 sia. but then still nvm la. LOL! rather nice i must say. ask me if wanna watch!

Good friends Chuck Levine and Larry Valentine are firefighters. Victims of circumstance, Chuck has to claim Larry to be his domestic partner on some city forms in order to beat some procedural red tape. They think it will be easy because nobody will ever know. After Chuck agrees, the two men go to Niagara Falls to get married, and Chuck moves in with Larry and his unsuspecting kids. However, an official becomes suspicious, and the new couple's arrangement goes from confidential to front-page news. Forced to improvise as love-struck newlyweds, Chuck and Larry must now fumble through a charade of domestic bliss under one roof. After surviving their mandatory honeymoon and dodging the threat of exposure, the well-intentioned conmen discover that sticking together in times of crisis is what truly makes a family.

and that's about it. not much about personal thoughts. just feeling rather down and out. kinda weird too. but i pressume everything will resume back to normal time after time.

Signing off'
Alex

2007-11-03T18:59:00.000+08:00

Episode 20 - Liberation in 3

yeah. peeps. u heard me. 3 more papers and O's would be over. it's rather slow pacing.but the irony is that even when i feel i just touch the papers. the time just flies. and almost everyday i hear "school candidates. times up. put your pens down" this sentence is just so stuck in my head. well. recently. ain't myself again. kinda started drinking again. can u imagine i even brought the cup out to the swing and played emo? LOL! more places to emo i suppose. after i get back my "lambo". it's at jz's but didn't had the time to get it back. maybe tues or wed i suppose.

and yes. my hair haven been as flat as an airstrip after school closes. kinda keeping it long. before dying it after my o lvls. but for now. it looks like this.

and i kinda changed the layout to sth plain. and song will be up soon. mostlikely Rihanna and Ne-Yo's Hate that i love you

afterall. i felt i walk alone. i'm just a nobody in everyone's eyes. who am i to throw a tantrum. just let it go. for i will never be a memory.

signing off,
alex

2007-10-21T12:40:00.000+08:00

Episode 19 - 17 years later.

Well. 17 years later since 21 oct 1990! fast. and yes. i'm 17. however didn't look tat forward to my b'dae! 3 days before. sciences practical. 3 days later. chem paper. LOL! like wth. totally turn me off. anw. here to credits the ppl who send me msgs and stuffs! :D

24 msgs! 2 calls! and here goes.

1. Cheryl Liew! (friendster. super adv -.-! )
2. Liangzi! (msg. 2355 20/10/07)
3. Wee kiong! (msg 0000 21/10/07)
4. Pauline Tan! (msg 0000 21/10/07)
5. Stephanie Teo! (msg 0001 21/10/07)
6. Audrey Tay! (msg 0001 21/10/07)
7. Serena! (msg 0007 21/10/07)
8. Yanshan! (msg 0007 21/10/07)
9. Grace! (call 0008 tagboard 0323 21/10/07)
10. Gina! (msg 0009 21/10/07)
11. Anyan! (msg 0010 21/10/07)
12. Chuhong! (msg 0012 21/10/07)
13. Bettina! (msg 0012 21/10/07)
14. Janyssa! (msg 0023 tagboard 0016 21/10/07)
15. Yeming! (call 0028 msg 0049 21/10/07)
16. Jingzhou! (msg 0029 21/10/07)
17. Mabel! (msg 0030 21/10/07)
18. Mingfeng! (face to face 0037 21/10/07)
19. Yufeng! (face to face 0037 21/10/07)
20. Eunice! (msg 0057 21/10/07)
21. Jiamin! (msg 0108 21/10/07)
22. Niki! (msg 0152 21/10/07)
23. Chanel! (msg 0152 21/10/07)
24. Sharon! (msg 0210 21/10/07)
25. unknown (msg 0838 21/10/07)
26. Mum! (msg 1007 21/10/07)
27. Kelly ah yi! (msg 1011 21/10/07)
28. Jingjun! (tagboard 1046 21/10/07)
29. Wanying! Nicole! Supergirl! (friendster unreliable timing but. 21/10/07)
30. Ivan! (msn 1323 21/10/07)
31. Tracy! (msg 1341 21/10/07)
more to come? hahas!

many might ask how did i celebrate? well. i went to sch's mac there. study till the next day! LOL! :x it was zombie-fied-ing

alex-

2007-10-09T14:58:00.000+08:00

Episode 18 - Maybe

currently in love with. Maybe

Secondhand Serenade - Maybe

Didn't you want to hear
the sound of all the places we could go
Do you fear
the expressions on the faces we don't know
It's a cold hard road when you wake up
and I don't think that I
Have the strength to let you go

Maybe it's just me, Couldn't you believe
that everything I said and did, wasn't just this evening
And the tear in your eye, and your calm hard face
makes me wish that I was never brought into this place

There goes my ring
It might as well have been shattered
and I'm here to sing
about the things that mattered
about the things that made us feel alive for oh so long
about the things that kept you on my side when I was wrong

Maybe it's just me, Couldn't you believe
that everything I said and did, wasn't just this evening
And the tear in your eye, and your calm hard face
makes me wish that I was never brought into this place

And someday, I promise I'll be gone
And someday, I might even sing this song
To you, I might even sing this song, to you
and I was crying alone tonight
and I was wasting all of my life just thinking of you
So just come back we'll make it better
So Just come back I'll make it
better than it ever was x2

Maybe it's just me, Couldn't you believe
that everything I said and did, wasn't just this evening
And the tear in your eye, and your calm hard face
makes me wish that I was never brought into this place

Maybe it's just me, Couldn't you believe
that everything I said and did, wasn't just this evening
And the tear in your eye, and your calm hard face
makes me wish that I was never brought into this place
Maybe it's just me

2007-10-01T15:41:00.000+08:00

Episode 17 - Clements Brand

School? boring as usual. 3 more weeks to O's. well. gonna meet bestie and xiaomei soon! long time since i had time for both of them. yeah. Shan got her HTC Touch! wahhh. xian mu la. windows mobile 6 professional. oh yeah. by the way. i tried to say.

Sunday
Studied with clements yufeng twins and gina! and obviously my bro. it was fun. seriously. totally lightened up my mood. thx peepos.

Saturday
Er. was like swimming at stephs. before going to vivo.

Friday
MIDNIGHT CYCLING. from 11.30 till 7am. with jz. chloe. kiff. alison. yihan. iris. sweet. met new friends. iris and yihan. fun ppl to be with la. still can rmb the. "i'm right here behind you" LOL!

Just a random video

17days to O's
20days to B'day

Even though it's the end.
thnks fr the mmrs.

alex-

2007-09-26T19:53:00.000+08:00

Episode 16 - Neopets strikes back

hey peeps. just here to update a lil. not motivated to. yeah. gonna finish up with my chemistry homework later! stressful week! it left me half dead after like 3 days since monday. buay tahan. and. yes. O's are just less than a mth away alrdy! buck up ppl! jia yous! and also sadly to say! gonna pause blogging for awhile. resume after O's. however. tags will be entertain though.

and yeah. also ms b.tan had this one period with us today and kinda taught us about the trust thingy. and i find this expression rather meaningful.

"You may be deceived if you trust too much. but you will live in torment if you don't trust enough."

and! to best friend GINA!
yeah! thx for everything! :D u listened to me out just so well! like no one can! touched la! xD lets chiong O's and neopets together! :x and lets change bags again. hahahahs!

also to bestie, twins and steph who have lend out a listening ear too! :D

alex-

2007-09-22T10:14:00.000+08:00

Episode 15 - Goodbye is tomorrow's hello

Melvin's gone for 14 days! and yes gina is sad. very.

Ytd! send mel off! met them up at airport around 9am with gina! had breakfast with jinyi. mel. gina! it was awesome la. they are lame. but lame dao humourous. bo bian. lol! everything ended around like. 11+. supposingly i was suppose to meet chloe! but then she went to met her mum for lunch and yeah. so me and gina were like 2 lost kids. nowhere to go. then we happen to walk to this place which is like cool la. kinda like an oasis. old fashion style. kinda slacked there for awhile. before heading off to my house to slack. home-d and yes! my bro is there. lol. dunno why. but he got a hang of pinching gina's cheek. LOL! then. steph called. and my bro kinda scam her la. LOL! they still insisted it's melvin. but still they got the vin right. jus then mel is nahhh. WRONG! it's funny sia. gina and me were laughing our ass-es off. LOL! around 2pm! and we were heading to CS! saw kc and kelvin there. expected.

Went to watch movie! THE INVASION! it's kinda b-o-r-i-n-g. u see zombies shooting out saliva. LOL! and yes. we missed the comet which hit earth. tat sucks. LOL! overall a 2/5. after it. we kinda walked around? and we saw the new ipod nano! 4gb = 248 8gb = 348. we were like wahhh. LOL! food for the hungry! and yes. we headed to food junction. had our meal. and someone called! didn't know who it was at first. but the instant i hear i knew it. YANSHAN! lol. like scary. :x and yes. grace laughed at me! well the rest headed home. while i went with grace to ECP. realli had a nice talk. and. sry bestie. look at me arcade. :x and kinda went home. and i miss by a few mins. or else i could have seen my niece! ahhh! I MISSED HER! oh god. caught naruto. watch till 145 liao. LOL! and yes. i wonder wat will happen nxt today.

alex-

2007-09-18T19:18:00.000+08:00

Episode 14 - The Verdict

AND! of course it's me again. like finally. this week was of a crappy start. LOL. rather disappointed in results and stuff. like wth. dun let it affect myself. and ppl. if you are like getting low grades. ask yrself. what went wrong and search for an answer to it. well. of course it's better than crying over split milk. i tyco-ly passed my chinese. english. and now hoping other results are like better. POA have been deproving. like wtf. my onli strongest sub! T.T

YES! i change my blogskin again. decided white and green wasn't much of me. still prefer black and orange. like it's my colour. shows me all. gonna change my blogsong. soon but still not so soon. wait till i'm like not so busy and stuff. oh yeah. kinda maple a lil. for the sake of my bro. and. SLPQ and TLYS ~~say~~ INSIST! they didn't wanna come aquila. COME LA! :x This sat! gonna go ice-skating! WOOT!

ALSO! girl's like sick! get well soon okie girl? must see doctor arh! :D

LASTLY! i added a new entry to my list of wat i wan! woot! NEW IPOD NANO! SEXY! i was like wth! damn cute sia. LOL!

alex-

2007-09-11T22:58:00.000+08:00

Episode 13 - The region of chaos.

Holy moly. lol! prelims are like wah! screwed! :x had poa and physics today. poa kinda killer. but but physics got study jiu okie lor. hahas! recently have been studying with steph twins and gina! and then! sometimes melvin would just drop by. his cool la. passed me games. LOL! cos i'm almost like outdated? psp slim! so fast got crack for the hardware liao. siao liao sia sony. so fast ppl can break in liao. LOL. tok kong.

er! and yes! thx ppl! will be cherishing and love my girl more n more n more! not gonna care wat ppl gotta say. they are merely jealous! move on ppl move on! and yes. damn it. my b'dae is like approaching. and so is the major one. 'O's! all the best la ppl! tc and study hard!

40 days to b'dae!
and
less than 50 days to 'O' lvls!

alex-

2007-09-09T04:00:00.000+08:00

Episode 12 - The blossom of ♥ once again.

we patched! right on 4am! Sorry for everyone's worry arh! don't worry we will cherish each other even more! and i'll ~~stop~~ cut down drinking. nothing will stop us! BWAHAHAH! :x

I ♥ LLZ! I ♥ LLZ! I ♥ LLZ! I ♥ LLZ! I ♥ LLZ! I ♥ LLZ! I ♥ LLZ! I ♥ LLZ! I ♥ LLZ!
I ♥ LLZ! I ♥ LLZ! I ♥ LLZ! I ♥ LLZ! I ♥ LLZ! I ♥ LLZ! I ♥ LLZ! I ♥ LLZ! I ♥ LLZ!
I ♥ LLZ! I ♥ LLZ! I ♥ LLZ! I ♥ LLZ! I ♥ LLZ! I ♥ LLZ! I ♥ LLZ! I ♥ LLZ! I ♥ LLZ!
I ♥ LLZ! I ♥ LLZ! I ♥ LLZ! I ♥ LLZ! I ♥ LLZ! I ♥ LLZ! I ♥ LLZ! I ♥ LLZ! I ♥ LLZ!
I ♥ LLZ! I ♥ LLZ! I ♥ LLZ! I ♥ LLZ! I ♥ LLZ! I ♥ LLZ! I ♥ LLZ! I ♥ LLZ! I ♥ LLZ!
I ♥ LLZ! I ♥ LLZ! I ♥ LLZ! I ♥ LLZ! I ♥ LLZ! I ♥ LLZ! I ♥ LLZ! I ♥ LLZ! I ♥ LLZ!
alex-

2007-09-07T21:04:00.000+08:00

Episode 11 - Never jump into conclusion.

Just came back from tampines mall. watch Ratatouille with twins. gina and steph. well. the show was nice. overall gonna rate it 4/5! hmm. the show is more of a "if yan can cook so can you" yeah. so everyone can do it if you have the passion to! and yes! i studied! today morning! had physics lesson with mr lau. pauline. weetiong. ivan and twins. rather fruitful. managed to get a hang on radioactivity. and prelims are like coming again! 3 more days to prelim again!

Oh yeah. heard from people. and excuse me. get yr facts right! don't freaking jump into conclusion. i'm not gonna state what's the matter abt. just go reflect on yrself.for goodness sake. you know sometimes things would be at best keeping them yrself.

alex-

2007-09-06T12:06:00.000+08:00

Episode 10 - Vodka vodka!

Ytd was a long long day. time passed so slowly. didn't want to stay home and get myself emo-ed. so went out early to steph house. then met the twins and went shengsiong! bought things. lots of it. marinated the chickens and stuff. and into the water i go! as i swam. recollections came across my mind. wanted to break down. but then still tried to keep the "on the verge of break down" side of me to myself. didn't express much to them. lol. like wat sheryl said. step one *****. well. cooking was good. my chicken wings were alright. i was kinda up and down when cooking. it was like. sing and sing. peng and peng. then they took over and i jumped into the pool. swam like no tml. before going up. had some alcohol. Vodka long island tea. which we bought at shengsiong. and Absolut KURANT which jz bought. seriously man. down myself with alcohol was so great. lifted my spirit alil. many of the others came like ivan, joey, wan, azlan, and some of their friends. and after that me and jz went out to fetch chloe(xiuli) and alison! hahas! funny la. before we went in. saw amber pres and hamid coming out. they had to leave for sth. yeah.

And after tat! the cold cold jokes came in! seriously man! with melvin around the lvl of lameness will be there! but well. he's one guy who can cheer anyone up. and steph's mum got drunk! funny like hell. everyone was laughing. hahas! well jz was also alil drunk too. LOL! saying abt the cold jokes. alison oso joined in! funny like hell la! then left with melvin and gina at around 11pm as i'm suppose to be home at 11pm. but then nvm la. should be understandable. had this chat with melvin. he is great la! LOL! funny yet a good listener. reached home around 12+ and drank Absolut PEAR. it was rather okie but kinda got me ya ya. and. gina's dad still remembers me!

Anw. thx ppl. for those tat were concern abt me. and for those who could sense tat i was just trying to be tough and yet didn't expose me. thx alot.

Sometimes i wonder if love was so fragile. why didn't anyone pasted the fragile sign so it could be kept safe and handled with care. in my case.

my love have shattered into a million pieces.

alex-

2007-09-05T02:59:00.000+08:00

Episode 9 - The final journey ends

After a 4mths and 12days. we broke off. thx for all you have done for me. no worries. ppl tat are better than me are out there queuing up for you. so grab yr chances. take care of yourself for i may no longer take care of you i used to. sorry. thnks for the mmrs

As for the people around. gloat or concern or do nth is up for me to know and for you to decide.

i cried. it just felt so good.

alex-

2007-09-04T12:31:00.000+08:00

Episode 8 - Into oblivion

Part 1 at 12.31 pm
woot. ytd was jeff's b'day! had a hell outta our time! totally havoc. a long time since i last KTV-ed with such big bunch of ppl. so lively! and even did the burger thingy. total disaster sia! LOL! well well. much much before. way before we joined in the party. jz and me were like dota-ing? LOL! and resulted to be late to meet gina! hell yes. we cycled all the way to marine parade. it was cool la! long time since i last cycled. esp with gina around was of cos more lively! seriously first time cycle with her sia. as in each and our own bikes. but. kinda got caught in the rain. seeked shelter at the still road bus-stop. and they insisted was my singing led to the rain. but then in the end we were like singing away! LOL!

And in marine parade did so many silly acts la! totall CMI! gonna blog it the nxt time when i get my hands on the photos! after tat. as i said. KTV! HAVOC! lol! all the way till 10.30. then jz and me sent gina home. before cycling back to jeff house to slack. LOL! they like acting la. si bei funny sia. then saw sherwyn. big size la he. totally different liao. didn't drink much. cos tot was cycling. in the end cabbed home. zhun zhun $10. LOL! ended up slping ard 2.30am. and here i am awake. blogging away! off to dota!

Part 2 at 11.12pm

anw! k850i! i wan this phone! i swear i gonna get it! it's 5 mega pixel! coming soon! gonna say bbye to my dopod! hahahs!

Just came back from Tampines mall. caught the movie 881 with my family except for my sis. over i would rate it 3.5/5 rather funny. abit sad too. however. it's like any other typical singapore drama. except tat it's like er. getai? and alot of songs! me and my bro was like. ji lang ji pua. gan qing buay dua. LOL! wonder if i got the correct spelling of it. and yes! we visited my grandpa today! he look pretty alright! look so much better than before alrdy! :D wonder what kinda illness i gonna suffer when i'm old! how am i to die. hope i die peacefully! xD

And yes i admit that i neglected you. but time after time. things often go the wrong way. u let me know what you want. i totally feel like giving up already. the reason tat i still hold on is that cos i still love you. but then. think again. how long will this one sided love last? you said couple should contact everyday? and why dont u msg me? just let me know wat you wan exactly now. i realli run out of ideas le.

alex-

2007-09-02T03:59:00.001+08:00

Episode 7 - Sadness and sorrow

Yes yes. alex is a lazy asshole who doesn't seem to care that his blog have rot for almost a month! However! i did some changes to my blogskin. and changed my theme song for the blog. thanks to alison who seem to be editing her blog. kinda motivated by her though. yeah. swear i'll make it more lively i suppose. so do drop by often. life is just unpredictable. cherish what you have before it's gone. people are always saying it with no actions. damn it. but not me. gonna study hard already! and gonna visit my grandpa more often! he's been sickly.

Studies have been alright here and there. formed study groups to study. but kinda ended up crapping and laughing our asses off. but well. at least we did at least 3 hours of intensive studying. this is what i call a balance of work and play. can't seem to sleep man. even though my girl told me to sleep early. sorry girl. used to have mood swings. but now not anymore. have woken up from my dreams. time to buck up and get on with life!

"Mood swings don't solve problems. move on and find a solution."

Before

After

alex-

2007-07-29T17:02:00.000+08:00

Episode 6 - The Revival

Yes yes people. i know it's been closing to 14 days since alex last blogged. had some time constrain. and er. a bit of a lazy bone. and well. this two weeks was rather alright. nothing much of a happening thingy. it's all about studying now isn't it? just came back from the airport after studying with amanda, wenjie and jingzhou. managed to complete most of the homeworks given. however not all is being done. shucks! 2 more months! kambateh!

This two weeks I ,
-Celebrated my 3 month with my girl <3
-Combed the whole of simlim with sihong and hongsheng without buying my psp casing. -.-!
-Taught gina, steph and melvin mahjong!
-Have been catching naruto.
-Missed girl as she went to china
-Wanted to watch The Simpson but couldn't find time.
-Found out Peishan have got a blog!
-Celebrated dad's B'day in adv.
-Used N70 instead of Dopod! i miss the keypads!
-Slept as early as 10pm.
-Updated my blog.

Girl! you are coming back tomorrow! i am miss you alot! ahhh! have been so sick! LOVE SICK! i need you baby! kuai dian hui lai! <3

Alex-

2007-07-16T21:31:00.000+08:00

Episode 5 - Avada Kedavra

Hell yes! i caught Harry potter in action already! woot! overall a 4/5. well. it was rather hilarous. but yet sad to see one of the main character dead in the show. man. sometimes i so want to be a wizard. casting spells all over the place! fly to school in a broomstick. and cast Expecto patronum on teachers! *evil grins* hahas!

oh yeah. today school was still rather alright. boring as ever. i dun like mrs yap la! i want ms tan! keep changing teachers then how to get used to it and improve? well! i scared jj xiaomei today! with ron's bloody hell. she screamed man! so loud so sharp! :x sorry jj xiaomei! gorgor to blame! well. did bring clothes to school. then after listening compre. went to century square to watch harry potter with twins and kc! saw aaron, yl, yj, jin and sr. in fact they sat right beside us. lol! went home around 8.40pm and here i am all bath and blogging! till next time!

girl. thanks for everything you have done for me yeah? certainly felt more loved and closer. (: thanks for changing yourself for me girl. i love you. and i mean it. <3 :D

alex-

2007-07-14T23:37:00.000+08:00

Episode 4 - The departure of a loved one.

Even though we only get to meet less than 5 times a year. you never fail to cheer me up with your talks about been happy and the insisting of been 93 years old when your 91 years old . even if it's just 30 minutes of advice. it meant alot. it was rather saddening you didn't managed to endure till your birthday. it may seem so close but yet so far. however i'm rather glad you left peacefully. thanks for everything tai ma. you will always be remembered and keep in my heart. may you be blessed.

Well. yes. even when i looked strong on the outside. i was rather emo when i received the news that my tai ma passed away. but. before that. everything was still rather fine. met up with girl in the morning and walked to school. ended school nicely and went for after school maths lessons before playing some basketball and heading for techview with kc jz and mf. shortly after all headed home while kc followed me to get some psp games. wasn't feeling quite myself even before i heard the news about my tai ma who passed away. emo-ed already. but then had a chat with tracy and jj xiaomei. which kinda give some of the personal views. had durian and breezer and had this hard thinking which led myself to this retarded stupid attitude. give it to my parents, brother, gf. feeling so bad now man. sorry dad, mum, bro and girl.

AHHHH! i don't know what to get for girl's birthday present! :/

As for today. got a message from steph to ask to go hang out a little. and well i did. meet up with them and went over to plaza singapura. anyway. i met melvin! his funny man. seriously. no wonder gina said we going to have lots of fun. yeah right. with two lamers around. LOL! didn't get to watch movie with them. sorry as i couldn't make it for later time slots. had a song ka to attend to. went home at 5.30pm and headed to song ka at Macpersons. caught up with uncles aunts and cousins. and chanted from 8+ to 9+ around an hour or so. and here i am home. blogging. gonna watch harry potter on monday! i can't wait man! :x

Girl. sory about the attitude i gave you yesterday okie? sometimes i just feel like we aren't like so close in real life but like virtually we are that close. even some if they said they don't know we are together. they thought we will be just strangers or just simply friends. it's not that i'm trying to stress things. just want to let you know of how i myself feel. i can understand but with the pressure around. sometimes i just cannot handle things alone. it takes both hands to clap. ming bai mah. i don't wanna lose you. and i love you like i always did. don't take it too deeply k?

alex-

2007-07-12T21:52:00.000+08:00

Episode 3 - The boredem of school

School. a prison for students. trapped in there for 5 hours or more and get their brains all screwed up. well. i must say. school is a boring place. the only positive side is that you will get to see your friends. and all the rest is crap. u get judged, compared and stuffs you don't like. seriously man. i hate school. and i want to get out of there as soon as possible.

Well. today is seriously kind of had a bad start all the way in the morning. woke up as usual. forgotten to on the heater for my shower. didn't bring my wallet to the bus stop and had to walk all the way back. screwed my chemistry test. i just want to scream my lungs off man. after school didn't get to meet girl as she went home. had a small chat with stephanie and gina! since a long time since i last talked to them already. after talking to them. my mood kinda brighten up! seriously! they are like the bubbly two girls. which soon after went over to the basketball court and had matches. man. seriously. my basketball skills are like. down down down. since a long time. around 1 year+ since i last played with friends. but then. it was really fun! didn't get to play with lots of them either before or long time since we played together. there were like 12 ppl playing together. including danish and hairul. they are like so sportsmanship! i must say. malays are seriously good in sports. went over to have this late late lunch at around 5pm and reached home at 6pm going 7pm. then hongsheng steady steady. and went with him to shondy's house get psp games! woot! ended home at 9pm.

Ahhh. Harry Potter is out in cinemas today! i want to watch man! Die hard 4.0 also! but however. it never works for outings when it comes to guys planning it. shucks. wonder why girls will be girls. guys are always so steady one. sometimes i really wonder. why is it always guys taking initiatives and not girls. it's not as if guys are born with it. the world is revolving and things are moderning up. so girls. don't wait. take initiatives!

Girl. i'm really glad i took the load of my back after tell you all those problems we faced. it's alright okie? take your time. (: but still i love you all the same. <3

alex-

2007-07-10T18:36:00.000+08:00

Episode 2 - The rise of durian

After giving a thought or two to the "one week one post" i decided to change it to two days one post! yes yes! even I myself get bored of my blog not been updated. so yeah. this is it. With the end of my chinese oral. was rather relieved that the oral topic wasn't as hard as what my friends told me. the passage was rather somehow alright here and there. there wasn't much of difficult words. however. the story was rather enspiring. the moral was actually on helping the people around you is the most rewarding kind of passage. as for the conversation. it was on. 42% of students think that cleaning up the enviroment is part of the government's job. Do you agree? and obviously. i didn't. LOL! oh yeah. anyways. there was the teacher who keeps bio-ing girls in my class. weird man. but it keep us rather entertained in the end. :x

Had P.E lessons and managed to let mr ganesen to allow some of us to play tennis! long time since i even touch the rackets man. was rather fun with ivan, clements, xiuli, zhuanliang, yeti and weetiong i must say. except for the running part. going to do it next week again! was beat tiring i must say. ended up going to girl's house to watch tv! stayed there till around 8+pm before i even go home. oh yeah. before i forget. it was the 9th yesterday! so Happy anniversary bestie! thx for being there all the time for me! you rock!

Reached home! DURIAN! durian durian! is sexy! i simply love them. for some apparent reason. girl didn't like durian. :x i can't seriously find any reason to push durian away if it's served up to me! it's like tempting! it's one fruit you can never resist! never got sick of it since young! so who's up with me going Gelang to get some durians? :x

As for today. it was rather the life i had during term 2. yes yes. i can't deny it. my usual normal "standby" or "shut down" mode. can't help it. sorry teachers. didn't meant to keep my head sticking to the table! SORRY! well. first four periods i had xiuli sitting with me. hahas! xiuli was doodling away in a handbook as usual. :D chemistry was rather alright. but but but. for english. i was totally almost K.O. managed to past through the dreadful 4 periods or some would say 2 hours of english. Ended school with a 5 seconds countdown as usual. and went of with KC and grace to lunch and back to school once again. had this physic pratical practise which kinda pissed samantha off. reason? cause of her graph. her plotting of it was weird i must say. but well. things went rather well for me. ended physics practical and went home instead of going for chemistry. teachers. spare me. was freaking tired already. seriously. went home straight and had more durians! :x slacked in the hall. and here i am blogging! there's a test tomorrow on maths and chemistry on thursday! 5A remember to study for them! i think i'll be off for now. bye people.

/I love you, & it's true<3

Picture of the day! :x

Quotes of the day!
Sirius Black : "We've all got both light and dark within us. What matters is which part we decide to act on - that who we really are."

alex-

2007-07-08T13:13:00.000+08:00

Episode 1 - The emergence

After much thought of restarting my blog. well. I did. but this time I'll keep the consistancy of one week one post. yeah. damn occupied by the school during weekdays. seriously. with the addition of the new timetable for the after school remidials. the only day that i'm kept free would be thursday. yes. sadly but true. however! bleach comes out on thursday. so every thursday would be rather relaxing. and this following week. mostlikely i'll be catching harry potter and the order of the phoenix. waited so long for the movie to actually screen already. and from this week on going to start studying already. argh! tomorrow is chinese MT oral! and i'm seventh! friends have been telling me stories of the passages. crap man. chinese reads me. i don't read them. lets hope tomorrow everything will just go on smooth. shucks. homework have been piling up like sky scrapers. what to do? clear them then. LOL! well. there's history test tomorrow and i haven't even started studying. damn. i gonna start studying for it already! take care peeps. sayonara.

Girl. i know it's rather busy for you and me. but no matter where i am. who i'm with. what i'm doing. you will always be kept here. right here. (points to the heart) ilu:)

alex-