Episode 16 - Neopets strikes back

hey peeps. just here to update a lil. not motivated to. yeah. gonna finish up with my chemistry homework later! stressful week! it left me half dead after like 3 days since monday. buay tahan. and. yes. O's are just less than a mth away alrdy! buck up ppl! jia yous! and also sadly to say! gonna pause blogging for awhile. resume after O's. however. tags will be entertain though.

and yeah. also ms b.tan had this one period with us today and kinda taught us about the trust thingy. and i find this expression rather meaningful.

"You may be deceived if you trust too much. but you will live in torment if you don't trust enough."

and! to best friend GINA!
yeah! thx for everything! :D u listened to me out just so well! like no one can! touched la! xD lets chiong O's and neopets together! :x and lets change bags again. hahahahs!

also to bestie, twins and steph who have lend out a listening ear too! :D

alex-

Episode 15 - Goodbye is tomorrow's hello

Melvin's gone for 14 days! and yes gina is sad. very.

Ytd! send mel off! met them up at airport around 9am with gina! had breakfast with jinyi. mel. gina! it was awesome la. they are lame. but lame dao humourous. bo bian. lol! everything ended around like. 11+. supposingly i was suppose to meet chloe! but then she went to met her mum for lunch and yeah. so me and gina were like 2 lost kids. nowhere to go. then we happen to walk to this place which is like cool la. kinda like an oasis. old fashion style. kinda slacked there for awhile. before heading off to my house to slack. home-d and yes! my bro is there. lol. dunno why. but he got a hang of pinching gina's cheek. LOL! then. steph called. and my bro kinda scam her la. LOL! they still insisted it's melvin. but still they got the vin right. jus then mel is nahhh. WRONG! it's funny sia. gina and me were laughing our ass-es off. LOL! around 2pm! and we were heading to CS! saw kc and kelvin there. expected.

Went to watch movie! THE INVASION! it's kinda b-o-r-i-n-g. u see zombies shooting out saliva. LOL! and yes. we missed the comet which hit earth. tat sucks. LOL! overall a 2/5. after it. we kinda walked around? and we saw the new ipod nano! 4gb = 248 8gb = 348. we were like wahhh. LOL! food for the hungry! and yes. we headed to food junction. had our meal. and someone called! didn't know who it was at first. but the instant i hear i knew it. YANSHAN! lol. like scary. :x and yes. grace laughed at me! well the rest headed home. while i went with grace to ECP. realli had a nice talk. and. sry bestie. look at me arcade. :x and kinda went home. and i miss by a few mins. or else i could have seen my niece! ahhh! I MISSED HER! oh god. caught naruto. watch till 145 liao. LOL! and yes. i wonder wat will happen nxt today.

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Episode 14 - The Verdict

AND! of course it's me again. like finally. this week was of a crappy start. LOL. rather disappointed in results and stuff. like wth. dun let it affect myself. and ppl. if you are like getting low grades. ask yrself. what went wrong and search for an answer to it. well. of course it's better than crying over split milk. i tyco-ly passed my chinese. english. and now hoping other results are like better. POA have been deproving. like wtf. my onli strongest sub! T.T

YES! i change my blogskin again. decided white and green wasn't much of me. still prefer black and orange. like it's my colour. shows me all. gonna change my blogsong. soon but still not so soon. wait till i'm like not so busy and stuff. oh yeah. kinda maple a lil. for the sake of my bro. and. SLPQ and TLYS say INSIST! they didn't wanna come aquila. COME LA! :x This sat! gonna go ice-skating! WOOT!

ALSO! girl's like sick! get well soon okie girl? must see doctor arh! :D

LASTLY! i added a new entry to my list of wat i wan! woot! NEW IPOD NANO! SEXY! i was like wth! damn cute sia. LOL!

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Episode 13 - The region of chaos.

Holy moly. lol! prelims are like wah! screwed! :x had poa and physics today. poa kinda killer. but but physics got study jiu okie lor. hahas! recently have been studying with steph twins and gina! and then! sometimes melvin would just drop by. his cool la. passed me games. LOL! cos i'm almost like outdated? psp slim! so fast got crack for the hardware liao. siao liao sia sony. so fast ppl can break in liao. LOL. tok kong.

er! and yes! thx ppl! will be cherishing and love my girl more n more n more! not gonna care wat ppl gotta say. they are merely jealous! move on ppl move on! and yes. damn it. my b'dae is like approaching. and so is the major one. 'O's! all the best la ppl! tc and study hard!

40 days to b'dae!
and
less than 50 days to 'O' lvls!

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Episode 12 - The blossom of ♥ once again.

we patched! right on 4am! Sorry for everyone's worry arh! don't worry we will cherish each other even more! and i'll stop cut down drinking. nothing will stop us! BWAHAHAH! :x

I ♥ LLZ! I ♥ LLZ! I ♥ LLZ! I ♥ LLZ! I ♥ LLZ! I ♥ LLZ! I ♥ LLZ! I ♥ LLZ! I ♥ LLZ!
I ♥ LLZ! I ♥ LLZ! I ♥ LLZ! I ♥ LLZ! I ♥ LLZ! I ♥ LLZ! I ♥ LLZ! I ♥ LLZ! I ♥ LLZ!
I ♥ LLZ! I ♥ LLZ! I ♥ LLZ! I ♥ LLZ! I ♥ LLZ! I ♥ LLZ! I ♥ LLZ! I ♥ LLZ! I ♥ LLZ!
I ♥ LLZ! I ♥ LLZ! I ♥ LLZ! I ♥ LLZ! I ♥ LLZ! I ♥ LLZ! I ♥ LLZ! I ♥ LLZ! I ♥ LLZ!
I ♥ LLZ! I ♥ LLZ! I ♥ LLZ! I ♥ LLZ! I ♥ LLZ! I ♥ LLZ! I ♥ LLZ! I ♥ LLZ! I ♥ LLZ!
I ♥ LLZ! I ♥ LLZ! I ♥ LLZ! I ♥ LLZ! I ♥ LLZ! I ♥ LLZ! I ♥ LLZ! I ♥ LLZ! I ♥ LLZ!
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Episode 11 - Never jump into conclusion.

Just came back from tampines mall. watch Ratatouille with twins. gina and steph. well. the show was nice. overall gonna rate it 4/5! hmm. the show is more of a "if yan can cook so can you" yeah. so everyone can do it if you have the passion to! and yes! i studied! today morning! had physics lesson with mr lau. pauline. weetiong. ivan and twins. rather fruitful. managed to get a hang on radioactivity. and prelims are like coming again! 3 more days to prelim again!

Oh yeah. heard from people. and excuse me. get yr facts right! don't freaking jump into conclusion. i'm not gonna state what's the matter abt. just go reflect on yrself.for goodness sake. you know sometimes things would be at best keeping them yrself.

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Episode 10 - Vodka vodka!

Ytd was a long long day. time passed so slowly. didn't want to stay home and get myself emo-ed. so went out early to steph house. then met the twins and went shengsiong! bought things. lots of it. marinated the chickens and stuff. and into the water i go! as i swam. recollections came across my mind. wanted to break down. but then still tried to keep the "on the verge of break down" side of me to myself. didn't express much to them. lol. like wat sheryl said. step one *****. well. cooking was good. my chicken wings were alright. i was kinda up and down when cooking. it was like. sing and sing. peng and peng. then they took over and i jumped into the pool. swam like no tml. before going up. had some alcohol. Vodka long island tea. which we bought at shengsiong. and Absolut KURANT which jz bought. seriously man. down myself with alcohol was so great. lifted my spirit alil. many of the others came like ivan, joey, wan, azlan, and some of their friends. and after that me and jz went out to fetch chloe(xiuli) and alison! hahas! funny la. before we went in. saw amber pres and hamid coming out. they had to leave for sth. yeah.

And after tat! the cold cold jokes came in! seriously man! with melvin around the lvl of lameness will be there! but well. he's one guy who can cheer anyone up. and steph's mum got drunk! funny like hell. everyone was laughing. hahas! well jz was also alil drunk too. LOL! saying abt the cold jokes. alison oso joined in! funny like hell la! then left with melvin and gina at around 11pm as i'm suppose to be home at 11pm. but then nvm la. should be understandable. had this chat with melvin. he is great la! LOL! funny yet a good listener. reached home around 12+ and drank Absolut PEAR. it was rather okie but kinda got me ya ya. and. gina's dad still remembers me!

Anw. thx ppl. for those tat were concern abt me. and for those who could sense tat i was just trying to be tough and yet didn't expose me. thx alot.

Sometimes i wonder if love was so fragile. why didn't anyone pasted the fragile sign so it could be kept safe and handled with care. in my case.

my love have shattered into a million pieces.

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Episode 9 - The final journey ends

After a 4mths and 12days. we broke off. thx for all you have done for me. no worries. ppl tat are better than me are out there queuing up for you. so grab yr chances. take care of yourself for i may no longer take care of you i used to. sorry. thnks for the mmrs

As for the people around. gloat or concern or do nth is up for me to know and for you to decide.

i cried. it just felt so good.

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Episode 8 - Into oblivion

Part 1 at 12.31 pm
woot. ytd was jeff's b'day! had a hell outta our time! totally havoc. a long time since i last KTV-ed with such big bunch of ppl. so lively! and even did the burger thingy. total disaster sia! LOL! well well. much much before. way before we joined in the party. jz and me were like dota-ing? LOL! and resulted to be late to meet gina! hell yes. we cycled all the way to marine parade. it was cool la! long time since i last cycled. esp with gina around was of cos more lively! seriously first time cycle with her sia. as in each and our own bikes. but. kinda got caught in the rain. seeked shelter at the still road bus-stop. and they insisted was my singing led to the rain. but then in the end we were like singing away! LOL!

And in marine parade did so many silly acts la! totall CMI! gonna blog it the nxt time when i get my hands on the photos! after tat. as i said. KTV! HAVOC! lol! all the way till 10.30. then jz and me sent gina home. before cycling back to jeff house to slack. LOL! they like acting la. si bei funny sia. then saw sherwyn. big size la he. totally different liao. didn't drink much. cos tot was cycling. in the end cabbed home. zhun zhun $10. LOL! ended up slping ard 2.30am. and here i am awake. blogging away! off to dota!

Part 2 at 11.12pm

anw! k850i! i wan this phone! i swear i gonna get it! it's 5 mega pixel! coming soon! gonna say bbye to my dopod! hahahs!

Just came back from Tampines mall. caught the movie 881 with my family except for my sis. over i would rate it 3.5/5 rather funny. abit sad too. however. it's like any other typical singapore drama. except tat it's like er. getai? and alot of songs! me and my bro was like. ji lang ji pua. gan qing buay dua. LOL! wonder if i got the correct spelling of it. and yes! we visited my grandpa today! he look pretty alright! look so much better than before alrdy! :D wonder what kinda illness i gonna suffer when i'm old! how am i to die. hope i die peacefully! xD

And yes i admit that i neglected you. but time after time. things often go the wrong way. u let me know what you want. i totally feel like giving up already. the reason tat i still hold on is that cos i still love you. but then. think again. how long will this one sided love last? you said couple should contact everyday? and why dont u msg me? just let me know wat you wan exactly now. i realli run out of ideas le.

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Episode 7 - Sadness and sorrow

Yes yes. alex is a lazy asshole who doesn't seem to care that his blog have rot for almost a month! However! i did some changes to my blogskin. and changed my theme song for the blog. thanks to alison who seem to be editing her blog. kinda motivated by her though. yeah. swear i'll make it more lively i suppose. so do drop by often. life is just unpredictable. cherish what you have before it's gone. people are always saying it with no actions. damn it. but not me. gonna study hard already! and gonna visit my grandpa more often! he's been sickly.

Studies have been alright here and there. formed study groups to study. but kinda ended up crapping and laughing our asses off. but well. at least we did at least 3 hours of intensive studying. this is what i call a balance of work and play. can't seem to sleep man. even though my girl told me to sleep early. sorry girl. used to have mood swings. but now not anymore. have woken up from my dreams. time to buck up and get on with life!

"Mood swings don't solve problems. move on and find a solution."





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